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Running Towards Something

January 21, 2011 Leave a comment

Warning: this post contains no code, no technological jargon, nothing interesting to the average geek.

Instead, I want to tell a semi-personal story which I hope will inspire others to greater heights. Failing in that, I’m sitting on a train and have nothing better to do… so here we are.

I had an interesting conversation with an acquaintance a few months back, he was talking about the importance of running towards something. His point was basically that too many people spend their careers (lives?) running away from the things they don’t want to do, when instead they should be running towards the things they want.

I know, he’s a flippin’ genius.

But in general I think he’s spot on… You tend to get what you focus on in life, so why not put your focus into figuring out what you actually want to do, and go do it? Instead of running away from bad decisions… Make good ones.

I know I’m belaboring the point, but it’s pretty awesome that something so simple can have such a profound impact on your life. Well, in this case, my life.

A few months ago, I started getting a little bored at work. Things were a bit slow, and I always get a bit moody when I’m not insanely busy or when I have too much time on my hands. I shouldn’t have been bored – I really loved my job, it was challenging and rewarding technically, socially, and many other ‘ly adverbs. I had carved out a niche where I was respected and treated well, and the team had some top notch people on it. We were working on some pretty revolutionary technology that could someday make big headlines and change computing in cool new ways.

But I found myself getting agitated. Well, maybe that’s not the right word. More like, unfulfilled. I’ve always had some vague general career goals, but never really put the whole game plan together. I just knew that someday, somehow, my goals would take me away from my current job and in search of something else.

So when my friend brought up the “run towards something” speech, it really hit home for me. I had a great job, was comfortable, my family was settled into a nice routine in a great family town, and everything was status quo. So I knew with 85% certainty that I should just put my head down, enjoy life, and take a chill pill. And above all, not give up what I had for the wrong reason… I shouldn’t run away from a great thing.

But what he said bothered me a lot too, because it made me realize that I didn’t have a concrete plan for my career. I honestly didn’t know what I would run towards, career-wise. I’m a low level, OS and drivers and filesystems type of guy who loves tinkering with Linux and wants to make an impact on the real world and real end users. But what do I actually want to DO with my career?

When I get to the end of my career and look back at what I’ve done, will the world be any different because I was here? And if not, will I be OK with that? What do I want to look back on and be proud of because I did it, and did it well?

While I think there are much more important things than work and technology — relationships, how you treat other people, your family, people you can teach, etc — these career-centric questions bothered me for weeks.

The good news is, I figured it out.

I have a plan for my career, I know what I want to run towards. I now have several goals I want to reach for, things I think will make an impact on the world in some small way.

My friend was right, this is awesome. It’s seriously an amazing feeling to finally know what I want to do. And in the end, maybe I won’t actually get it all done. Maybe I’ll fail, and fail big a few times. But at least I will have tried.

The tricky part about this knowledge is acting on your plans.

One of my first plans is taking me and my family on a wild sprint out of our comfort zone, to another city and another job… but I’m ok with that. I’ve taken a job that will require us to relocate, and it’s a bit weird because of a transitionary commute while we make the moving arrangements.

So as I’m sitting on a train watching the world go by, I find myself feeling super excited about running towards something I want. Tired, exhausted really, and a bit overwhelmed by all the new ideas/people/work and things to learn… But excited.

And I’m super excited about seeing my family at the end of the train ride… So technically that’s TWO things I’m running toward. 🙂

Anyways, this rambling story has gone on long enough. If I haven’t put you to sleep already, here’s wishing us all insane amounts of success.

Run towards something! You’ll be glad you did.

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